Saturday, August 11, 2007
On Monday, I woke up in the morning to prepare for school and just after my shower, I received a sms from my class rep saying that there will be no classes
for the day as both our lecturers are busy. I got back to sleep after that and spent most of the day online and watching dramas. Got a little busy in the day as I had to read through the case for the legal skills assignment. It was quite a long case on forgeries and disclosure of private information. One of the presiding judges was my “favourite” 
Lord Denning MR, a judge known for his general rules and long-winding judgment. The 2 other judges were better as they did not say much and just agreed to whatever Denning said. 
–imagine 13pages of judgment by Denning- Anyway, I managed to finish the summary of that case in just 3 hours. –my friend spent 5hours-
I didn’t sleep at all that night. Went to school on Tuesday and rushed to Starbucks. I was seriously disappointed
to find that it’s not opened yet at 7:30am. I went to class sadly and mumbled to myself. I rushed down to Fig Tree during the lecture break and got a cup of Double Espresso. 
The next 3 hours of lecture were better as I had the coffee with me.
Went to break with my classmates at 12 and I got another cup of Extreme Buzz with extra Espresso shots and on the way back to class, I met the other group of classmate. So as usual, they started talking about my coffee addiction.
Classmate 1: This zombie never sleep at all last night.
–pointing at me-
Classmate 2: Are you serious that you didn’t sleep?
At all? –staring at me-
Serene: Uh… Yea?
Classmate 2: You don’t look sleepy at all..
And your eyes are so big..
Classmate 2: Just like those goldfish.. Now you’re telling me that you never sleep.. omg
Classmate 3: Snatch her coffee and you’ll see her turn into a blindfish
-Serene: Guys, that’s not funny-
Some of them even said that they should start blogging about me and coffee.
The rest of the week was spent online and sleeping. Nothing much happened other than on Thursday, again, I stayed up till morning,
hoping to get to school straight. I received another sms saying that we’ll not be having any classes so I headed back to bed again.The days were really boring as I had nothing much to do –though the homework and reading materials are piling up-
Other than that, most of my time was spent chatting and watching dramas.
Today, doggy was really naughty and my adaptor was sacrificed. He managed to bite the wire into 2, without getting electricity shocks. I got so angry and frustrated
that I locked doggy in the toilet for one hour. I managed to fix the wire back together but it’s like a little weird. 
Guess I’ll have to get a new adaptor tomorrow then.
Anyway, I bought a very nice drink today. It cost RM19.90 –more expensive than my coffee- but it was quite worthy as it’s a little alcoholic.
I’m beginning to feel very weird. As I try to make someone happy, somehow, or something, will in turn make the person sad. I tried so hard to make you smile, and then to find myself bringing tears to you. Did I really lose the ability of making others happy? Or is it that all these while, I’ve never had it at all? I’m really confused. I no longer see love as hope. It now signifies only troubles to me.
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Learning to live my life alone
Will things be better with love?
-or without love-
for the day as both our lecturers are busy. I got back to sleep after that and spent most of the day online and watching dramas. Got a little busy in the day as I had to read through the case for the legal skills assignment. It was quite a long case on forgeries and disclosure of private information. One of the presiding judges was my “favourite” Lord Denning MR, a judge known for his general rules and long-winding judgment. The 2 other judges were better as they did not say much and just agreed to whatever Denning said. –imagine 13pages of judgment by Denning- Anyway, I managed to finish the summary of that case in just 3 hours. –my friend spent 5hours-I didn’t sleep at all that night. Went to school on Tuesday and rushed to Starbucks. I was seriously disappointed
to find that it’s not opened yet at 7:30am. I went to class sadly and mumbled to myself. I rushed down to Fig Tree during the lecture break and got a cup of Double Espresso. The next 3 hours of lecture were better as I had the coffee with me.Went to break with my classmates at 12 and I got another cup of Extreme Buzz with extra Espresso shots
and on the way back to class, I met the other group of classmate. So as usual, they started talking about my coffee addiction. Classmate 1: This zombie never sleep at all last night.
–pointing at me-Classmate 2: Are you serious that you didn’t sleep?
At all? –staring at me-Serene: Uh… Yea?
Classmate 2: You don’t look sleepy at all..
And your eyes are so big..Classmate 2: Just like those goldfish.. Now you’re telling me that you never sleep..
omgClassmate 3: Snatch her coffee and you’ll see her turn into a blindfish
-Serene: Guys, that’s not funny-
Some of them even said that they should start blogging about me and coffee.
The rest of the week was spent online and sleeping. Nothing much happened other than on Thursday, again, I stayed up till morning,
hoping to get to school straight. I received another sms saying that we’ll not be having any classes so I headed back to bed again.
The days were really boring as I had nothing much to do –though the homework and reading materials are piling up- Other than that, most of my time was spent chatting and watching dramas.Today, doggy was really naughty and my adaptor was sacrificed. He managed to bite the wire into 2, without getting electricity shocks. I got so angry and frustrated
that I locked doggy in the toilet for one hour. I managed to fix the wire back together but it’s like a little weird. Guess I’ll have to get a new adaptor tomorrow then. Anyway, I bought a very nice drink today. It cost RM19.90 –more expensive than my coffee- but it was quite worthy as it’s a little alcoholic. I’m beginning to feel very weird. As I try to make someone happy, somehow, or something, will in turn make the person sad. I tried so hard to make you smile, and then to find myself bringing tears to you. Did I really lose the ability of making others happy? Or is it that all these while, I’ve never had it at all? I’m really confused. I no longer see love as hope. It now signifies only troubles to me.
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Learning to live my life alone
Will things be better with love?
-or without love-
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Sometimes, I do wonder how you define LOVE?
My definition :-
It is love when I feel happy to see you smile.
It is love when you keep appearing in my mind.
It is love when I'm willing to do just everything for you.
It is love when you say you love me, and tears start forming in my eyes.
It is love when I start to feel weird without you.
It is love when I am willing to let you go for your happiness.
It is love when we can understand each other without having to say much.
What about your definition?
Sometimes, I do wonder how you define LOVE?
My definition :-
It is love when I feel happy to see you smile.
It is love when you keep appearing in my mind.
It is love when I'm willing to do just everything for you.
It is love when you say you love me, and tears start forming in my eyes.
It is love when I start to feel weird without you.
It is love when I am willing to let you go for your happiness.
It is love when we can understand each other without having to say much.
What about your definition?