Wednesday, December 5, 2007

MIA - I

Kel (my ahgong) complained that my blog has been totally dead since more than a month ago. I asked myself, "is it really that I have nothing to write about? Or am I just too tired and shameful to show my emotional side to anyone?" -The second reason seem to be more realistic-

I don't quite remember the details but there're quite some moments that really got deep into my fragile heart and empty mind.

Perhaps I’ll begin with the happenings between me and`Oh.MyPriNcESsKiM.It hadn’t been good for both of us. I got into some argument with her back in October and we both cried quite a lot. Every time when I feel that I’m losing her, I’ll start to cry and vice versa. The emotional bond within us is growing stronger by the days and I believe that we can now share each other’s feelings. Anyway, I'm glad that it's over for now. All I can say is that we aren’t just close friends. We share, we care, we love.

Besides that, I now have a pangya family which is rather complicated to others.
`Oh.My CutE PaPa~Louis
`Oh.My MaMa~Meadow
`Oh.My MeiMei~dQx
`Oh.My MeiMei~Music
`Oh.My DiDi~Eggie
As about how we really are connected, I can only say that it’s super hard to explain and even if I do explain, you’ll need time to understand.

Louis papa is really a cool daddy and I remember the times when he’ll call me up to sing some songs to me. He’ll even try to act cute while talking to me in order to make me stop crying. Though this family is weird enough, but we really had great times together and we are now known as slackers in pangya lobby.

Besides, I’ve been having a hard time with other players too. Not only that I find them being annoying, but they are actually quite ridiculous. I know that my reputation ain’t that good but that doesn’t mean that just anybody can come around and start spreading rumours. I don’t argue not because you’re right about the things you said about me, but I just think that you’re not worth my time. I learnt my precious lesson from these people.

So what if you think I’m a flirt? You’re just like me in some way or another.
So what if you call me a bully? I still have my own group of friends.
So what if you hate me? It’s not that I like you any better.

So what if you backstab me? I've got the trust from my friends.
So what if I act cute? Some people think that I’m indeed cute.

#1: some people are born jealous and envious
#2: some are just bored and lame
Minus the tears and sadness, add in the love and care.

Overall, I still think I gained~

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-I’ve lost some reputation, but I gained more fame.-

You might say you like me, but I still think it's fake.

Even if it's not true, does it matter still?

-Emo.QueeN-

I am Sleepyhead
Age : 90
Location : Ipoh
Occupation : part-time sales staff, full time slacker
Hobby : act blur, *pokes*, *bite* ppl

Em0tiONs-`y0uWEreNev3RtHeREwHeNiNeEd3dY0urL0vE
Sometimes, I do wonder how you define LOVE?
My definition :-
It is love when I feel happy to see you smile.
It is love when you keep appearing in my mind.
It is love when I'm willing to do just everything for you.
It is love when you say you love me, and tears start forming in my eyes.
It is love when I start to feel weird without you.
It is love when I am willing to let you go for your happiness.
It is love when we can understand each other without having to say much.
What about your definition?